How long can I be all that you want me to be? May I be sad and negative now? May I shed a few tears when I feel like it? Sulk, be hurt, you know, generally not live up to your expectations?
What is there right now that I should be positive about? That I am alive? That is just incidental. I was born, I am alive till I die.
I worked as hard as I could. I got money.
I wanted freedom- I don’t have it.
While I am alive, I don’t see it happening.
I really do not want anything else.
I am sure I shall be happy only when I am dead.
How do I know?
I don’t. But how can you be sure I won’t be.
Your advice is not unwelcome, you are.
You are a bore because you are not paying attention.
Please be here only if you can really listen.